im freaking depress . it's like the fact that no matter how happy you choose to be it just have to end with depression . it f*cking sucks . it's like life has plan every way to make you angry, depress, pissed off and so on . if we're suppose to live in the world thats screwed up and full of shitty attitude's then i dont see the point in living .
people say we only have one life . but whats the point if everything , well most of it is just plain old screwed up . im pretty sure everybody faces this shit everyday . whether your in school , at work , on the road , just practically anywhere . today was freaking screwed up . for some reason i dont know why im soo clumsy . and end up cutting my finger and dropping everything else .
who knows maybe today's suppose to be like one of my bad days or something . then i dont get to see my bf. all i did was do my homework and take care of the dog practically. its like what i live for or something . its just like today i end up hurting myself physically and emotionally .