Sunday, May 13, 2012

Oh country of mine ...

Dear government ,

the acts you've done for us has been nothing more than ignoring the symptoms to the cancer that will destroy us all. Leaving us with no trust in our government, police force and politic related stuff. How do you expect us to feel if you've never put your shoes in ours, you have all this power and money that it has probably made you lost your ways as a political leader for this country. I sincerely hope you could do better than this before the inevitable happens not only the respect that we used to have for you and this country but to the government in a whole. By running away proves to the people that your not willing to help us grow as a country with the propaganda of 1 Malaysia. No one is bad on this earth its just your actions that hurts people. It has been shown clearly by many of the Malaysians during the Bersih 3.0 Rally.  Face your people, drop all of the acts thats been going on, make a change, make yourself more meaningful as a prime minister, bring a good name to yourself and your country and I'm sure the rakyat will forgive the past.

this just shows what your intentions are and who do you really care for. Pretty much on yourselves .. greed , desire , fear and power has affected your decisions .. do whats right and stop praying that God will forgive your sins , what's the point in that when your just going to redo it again and again and not learn from the mistakes.

a fellow youth citizen

i never knew

sometimes i wonder why i care for people that could potentially hurt me .. i know people come and go but if thats a rule then i want to find a way to break it .. because i cant stand the fact that after all the memories everything is forgotten and the priorities are no longer set as the way it was before .. everything changes , and this annoys me to the max .. I've met alot of new people every time i change institutions , join new activities and so on .. which i then realize that its temporary and not permanent or partly permanent .. i think thats my greatest fear to all the decision making that i choose to make in my life ..

dont know why that is but its my biggest weakness .. its the truth that i could never accept .. i dont see why i should care and others dont .. i cant stand it that people just accept this as a way of life and not fight for something that matters to them .. to this day i'm defeated by that truth .. letting go , treasure the past and hope to make a better future .. This monk named Ajahn Brahmavamso once said if you let go of the things you desire you'll find peace and happiness .. I suppose i desire to always have the people i love with me but everyone knows thats never gonna happen .. so what do i do ? let it go ... if i say i'm ok sooner or later i will be , because thats the positive thinking i should have when times like these do come

now all that is left is the pictures ..