cry

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type that gets upset and cry
cause i never leave my heart open
never hurts me to say goodbye

relationships don't get deep to me
never got the whole ' in love ' thing
and someone can say they love me truly
but at the time it didn't mean a thing

my mind is gone
I'm spinnin' 'round
and deep inside
my tears i'll drown
I'm losin' grip
whats happenin' ?
i strayed from love
this is how i feel

this time was different
felt like i was just a victim
and it cut me like a knife
when you walked out of my life

now I'm in this condition
and I've got all the symptoms
of a girl with a broken heart
but no matter what you'll never see me cry

did it happen when we just kissed ?
cause its hurtin' me to let it go
maybe cause we spend so much time
and i know that its no more

i shoulda never let you hold me baby
maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
i didn't give to you on purpose
gotta figure out how you stole my heart

my mind is gone
I'm spinnin' 'round
and deep inside
my tears i'll drown
I'm losin' grip
whats happenin' ?
i strayed from love
this is how i feel

this time was different
felt like i was just a victim
and it cut me like a knife
when you walked out of my life

now I'm in this condition
and i've got all the symptoms
of a girl with a broken heart
but no matter what you'll never see me cry

how did i get here with you ? I'll never know
i never meant to let it get so personal
and after all i tried to do
stay away from lovin' you
I'm broken hearted
i cant let you know
and i wont let it show
you wont see me cry

this time was different
felt like i was just a victim
and it cut me like a knife
when you walked out of my life

now I'm in this condition
and I've got all the symptoms
of a girl with a broken heart
but no matter what you'll never see me cry

this time was different
felt like i was just a victim
and it cut me like a knife
when you walked out of my life
( you'll never see me cry )

now I'm in this condition
and I've got all the symptoms
of a girl with a broken heart
but no matter you'll never see me cry
on my life ...

i finally found a song that can actually express everything . listen to it . you will get what i mean
but no matter what you'll never see me cry . whatever shit I'm feeling now its all here .