CLUELESS

i dont know what to say .. is my love life about to end?? .. well it seems as though it is .. after what i had been through .. i dont think i will ever repeat this sort of thing again .. sometimes i just sit and wonder .. why do i do such things.. sometimes its hard to admit .. and otherwise its hard to forget .. instead i follow the heart .. but i guess it was just wrong .. i apologize to my friends for the way i have been treating you throughout my relationship with brandon .. people tell me he's a player , and others tell me he will be exactly like his brother but i didnt trust them .. i believe that he could do so much more than that .. now i dont know whether im doing the right thing ..