hey been away for awhile , been missing school for 3 days and im gonna die trying to keep up from all the work i've missed . i went back to melaka for my grandmother's funeral , well i was a total wreck really . nothing can hide the fact that i miss her and that now she's gone forever . i wouldnt hear her laugh , talk , nothing ..
i have never experience a lost before , im trying to take it as the best way i can but at times i cant just keep it all in . though i cried for days till my eyes swell, it still didnt change the grief i had for her. all i can do now is nothing . it sucks .