without you .

somehow i manage to actually not think about what has happen well . maybe cause we didn't really do much but it still occurred to me somehow . at least now i can concentrate on my school work , things to do , friends , family and others . it made me realize something that i didn't knew , when shanon actually explained it to me . it opens up my eyes to what i can do to change . well not entirely but what i haven't been doing .

I'll try my best :) in the mean time i have lots of things to do , homework , practise the song for my violin , keep contact with friends , workout , and maybe just laze around . i don't expect myself in the next couple of months going out or anything . so practically nearly every invite or what so ever is denied . i just wanna be at home and do my things . rather than wasting my time on going out , or anything like that for awhile .

its my goal ! from now . but i wont miss the srikl's sports day yeah ? . let me know when is it . just write a comment at the end of the post . :)

I just wanna be alone tonight

I just wanna take a little breather

Cause lately all we do is fight

And every time it cuts me deeper

Cause something’s changed

You’ve been acting so strange

And its taking its toll on me

Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday

Without you, I’m seein myself so differently

I didn’t wanna believe it then

But it all worked out in the end

When I watched you walk away

Well I never thought id sayI’m fine

Without you

Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough

And you said that you were so much better

We have done a lot of growing up

We were never meant to be together

xoxo's