there's no surprise i wont see you tomorrow ..

sorry guys dont feel like posting anything today but its just a quick recap ..

yesterday i went to bangsar with 3 of my grandparents . lol it was very hard to move around since they can only walk in a slow pace so we walked around bangsar village then dropped them off at the thai massage centre . lol when we picked them up they were so happy xD so adorable really . then we had tea at chatterbox . the food there is not bad (: . look for cars since mom wanted to change it and then head home.

today we went to look at houses (: though the houses nowadays are like average mostly up to 2 million and above . my parents are slowly making up their mind and looking at other places . i only brought 2 of my grandparents . we went to subang parade for tea and then to the electrical store where we spent at least 2 hours just because my mom was a very slow decision maker. picked up my dog from the vet and head home . didnt really do much really other than seeing the houses .

funny thing is i havent finish one assignment yet their all half way done :O kill me ! there is still 7 days till school starts :(

xoxo's!

on the radio, stereo the way you move aint fair you know ..

i know this is cheesy but im gonna say it anyways :) it's gonna be my second month with my bf ! lol i know its only 2 months but what the heck i deserve to be happy and this blog is what i will cherish when i grow older and look back upon my past. all these little things excite's me .

today was hilarious i feel like a freaking small kid . i saw one of my friends with heely's (: im pretty sure everyone knows what that is anyways after seeing it . i then remembered i had a pair myself but thats when i was pretty young . when i got home i put my bags in my room and then start searching for them till 7 pm . yesh i didnt managed to find it . lol i know this is ridiculous but i really wanted to play with them since i havent been doing that for years now ?

i wouldnt care if i was weird to others . if i prefer to dress or be different . because that's me (: just not like everyone else but me . odd little me , yes my bf agree's that im odd but he still loves me . haha ! he's weird for loving weird people .

tomorrow's the last day of school and then 1 week holidays ! i also heard mr.nathan is finally leaving srikl after soo long . lol he must have really love the school . tmrw is also dress down day . so still not sure what i plan to wear . but will figure it out soon enough

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Mein Kampf !

this is the plant :D

i have a gay buddy ! (: and no the buddy isnt a girl . lol its a guy . haha it's nice sometimes your able to tell stuff and really open up without judgement . just not getting people laughing about it , admire , hate and so on . and that gay buddy is * drumrolls " brandon gavin jawi " haha i know weird name but he's cool . i know i can count on him for most things like example he's joining my cheerleading team . and has alot of experience so at least i have someone well verse in cheer and stuff :P and i found out that my team since it's co-ed & international , the team will have to take the international competition that is ISKL , CHARM all stars and so on O.o goshh . i wonder whats the level of competition .

other than that . idk how i did this but part of my locker handle the one that supports the door of the locker came out ;P haha dont ask me how i did this but it came out . so annoying . now it's freaking hard to open and close it when im in a rush for example today . i had so many things to accomplish that was given and had to be passed up on the same day .

have tons of assignments due after the holidays ! (: school's giving one week holiday so at least i get a break from all the school stuff and will take my undang " driver's writing test " and probably decorate my box. you guys know im currently having my own business in sunway pyramid . selling mini plants in an air tight bottle (: so i have to start doing my work and stuff.

not only that i will have to start playing my guitar / violin / piano . and have to see the bf of course :) most probably will go out with him or something next week . thats bout it .

xoxo's !

Alarm clocks kill dreams !

to some blogger eileen you guys can read what she had to comment on my recent post its on the " cant believe it " post . i dont know who you are to judge asian people but no he isnt tiny . firstly i dont like to be judge with what i put in this . i treat this blog as my diary in a way public diary . i dont include much detail but its practically the main topic . my life isnt always full of drama but if you expect more than i could give then you shouldn't be reading this blog at all

back to the post . yes i love my asian boyfriend alot . i dont expect anyone to understand that . but im sure you do have a guy in your life that makes you feel special . whether he's fat , thin , tall , short , pretty , hot , ugly, geeky and so on . he is what makes you happy . i really like the fact he's always looking out for me . and i haven't been seeing him for more than 3 weeks . you cant blame me from being so whinny when i describe him .

now ms shanon the drama teacher acts as if she's interested in my cheerleading squad. im not sure she really cares but whatever . bringing up a team is seriously hard especially when i have half the team not experience and have no what so ever in gymnastics and dancing . but i did promised myself that im gonna whip them up to awesome cheerleaders that's for sure . and who knows maybe someone will lead on my legacy once i leave this school .

my body was seriously aching from all the jumping around . geez feel like an old lady . guess im not as fit as i used to be but thats gonna change . i am so gonna get my licence . haha i been bringing this up many times but i am truly excited . once i get it i will be close to freedom . life has been treating me well . other than that there's the osslt exam that i will have to sit on 9th April that is 2 days after my birthday . pretty sad i know but i cant do much bout it . doubt i will be celebrating this year but most probably the following year.

xoxo's!

nobody really know's .

at last found out that my baby's all right . well not soo all right but okay (: i think many people flunk the chemistry test cause most of them handed in 1 page blank . although i finish it . all thats written is crap . all full of crap . i did study but towards the end i sort of died .. but anyways now that's over . i have to just finish my lab report and im done .

cheer is tomorrow . though ms.shanon found out that i wanted to use her drama mats for cheer . i mean i havent asked her yet. was planning to but i was thinking bout the inconvenience to bring the mats outside then after that bring it back . but anyways she called me aside and was giving me the bitch talk .

shanon : i heard you want to use the mats for your cheerleading ? * in the most sarcastic way

me : erm yeah but i'm not sure that i want to

shanon : cause you know they are my mats and the mats are not leaving the drama room and you never even asked me for permission to use the room in the first place .

me : okay ? but i didnt even use it

shanon : well who is your teacher in charge ? do you even have a teacher in charge ?

me : yes i do and she's ms. kim * rolled eyes

shanon : oh okay, you know if you really want to use my room you should have ask me earlier cause i have drama on mondays and you cant use the room

me : i dont think i want to use your room cause im not going to throw people through the ceiling now would i ?

among all the teacher's she is one of the worst annoying ones trust me . she can just bitch talk you with that " acting " drama stuff. pity the husband mr. gregory well thats his problem . the conver continues till i said i'm not planning to use your room. thank god she wasnt my cheer teacher. i nearly did cause she' s into the whole drama and dance thing ? but whatever . all my cheerleaders agreed well most of them that ms kim is better than ms shanon . she's like this all the time . hate her attitude . but what am i to judge im not that perfect either. i have my flaws as well .

i have this thing that cant change . i usually become paranoid when it comes to work , friends and others. it's really bad but im trying to change . it's really hard but well i have to try rite ? gah and many other flaws . i admit im not that perfect but i accepted it and willing to change for the better.

that's practically my day .. the rest is all boring

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cant believe it ..

omg !! i'm freaking worried now . first i found out that i have forgotten bout the chemistry test tomorrow but already studied for it and now my sick baby doesnt pick up the phone on me . i really hope you'd get better . i dont know if he's in the hospital or not . gah me and my paranoia . he doesnt let me visit him cause he wants me to study -.- okay fine after school . nooo . i dont feel secured with whatever you say till i see it for myself . i know you care alot but you cant be saying everything's okay when its not . that's till i say its okay .

i'm left with my oh so many thoughts with the things that could possibly happen ...

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am i to keep smiling for the sake of it ?

this is benny (: so adorable but freakin huge

have been having uneasy feelings for the past few days . well probably just insecure , about stuff . couldn't really think bout anything else but to be hurt once more with my over thinking of stuff. really hate it when i do that but it has been a bad habit ever since i was young . i cant mention about it at all .

chemistry is killing me in the process too . and everything has been trying to kill me for the past few days . i really hope this would pass soon cause if this were to continue , i'd probably break down .

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