been there , done that !

i nearly lost winter today . when i was feeding him he just jumped out of my hand and disappeared . he has always been the curious and naughty one too . and im pretty sure this isnt the last time he's gonna dash out again . the naughty fella .

other than that nothing much has been done except homework and stuff . i went for this charity dinner last night in a temple in brickfields . its suppose to be this sri lanka food and it was suppose to be really nice . but ended up we didnt get half the things that was stated in the menu and the food suck . i rather eat in the mamak than eat that food . lol and we paid rm1000 for the whole dinner . geez but anyways its suppose to be for charity for the new building so whatever .

not only that im having these coupons that im suppose to sell . rm10 per coupon . its on 25th of April , Sunday . in brickfield sunday school temple . and its this family day thing . also going to be given to charity . LOL if anybody's interested contact me yea ?

other than that i nothin much really occurred during my holidays . same old . i watched alice in wonderland and that sucked . remember me is another boring and emo story . goshh all the movie sucks now . lucky i didnt go to the theater's to watch . it wouldnt be worth it .

xoxo's!

what would you want to do before you grow old ?

hey (: i have decided to get a tattoo . dont know whether its a good idea yet but im planning to when i turn 18 ! i have spent at least half the day looking at tattoo designs got any suggestions ? LOL maybe im becoming crazy haha . but i dont care (: we only get one time to live so live life to the fullest right ? ;D

my 2 baby squirrels eyes has finally open and their super duper active . their like jumping everywhere . the poor thing got scared when it rained . hmmm their okay now though . Summer & Winter are their names :) yes i can tell the difference . i have been keeping them bout 1 week plus they are super adorable !

i have a few things to accomplish well before i grow old and i intend to do everything ;) no its nothing wrong . since i havent been clubbing before . yes its sad but i didnt go . anyways i just want the experience . whether i like it or not its a different thing . and im turning 17 so soon . arghh its good and bad but well i cant stop time now can i ?

xoxo's!

oohh what you say ?

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATHIRA !! ATIII ACHII !! :D

she's so gonna kill me .

lol found this on my laptop :D

i'm having a chemistry test tomorrow . yes i have studied for this one . but still dont get just a few parts of it . i have to make sure i score for this one . its the only way to boost up my marks . geez its just like soo much pressure . hmm anyways school is school . and im actually blogging during my career's class . Mr.C is so gonna kill me if he found out . hmmm (:

xoxo's!

when your hot then your cold ..

the poor thing fell asleep on my lappie (:

another day in school . you know you get those mornings that you feel so tired to wake up to another day of school or work. i'm sooo tired today . can barely stay awake thats for sure . its just one of those days. yes i had alot of assignments to do . especially printing out and handing it in by tomorrow. i really didnt feel like blogging for the pass few days cause well there's nothing much to blog about.

my super gay friend decided to be bitchy today, yeshh its super annoying . it's like i'm tired, as well as tons of assignments that are 80% complete that needs to be done by today but i still put a good face . i hate it when people let out all their stress and emotions out on you and make you look like the bad one in the end . its not like im the one that pissed you off.

yes you know im very into cheer . and there's also tons of things for me to finish up . further more i have the responsibility to bring up the whole team . what kind of stress you think i am in now ? i have quit some of my activities just to make room to do cheer and as well as choreograph the dance and so on . i dont expect you to do the same as i am but just being there to support me . this is my freaking first time being captain and its freaking stressing me out . as a best buddy i expected you to be the shoulder that helps boost me up during these times .

haihh i dont know . i dont hate you but i just dislike your attitude today . hmmm anyways i got home and got Summer and Winter to cheer me up a little (: . they are my 2 new baby squirrels that i just gotten remember .

xoxo's!

its just another day ...

yesterday and today is just another day spent at home . other than me going to the gym then thats it . i havent been going to the gym for a freaking long time and feel very unfit . i'd probably do the same today . watch after summer, snow ( the 2 new squirrels i got ) and scamp ( my dog ) probably practice my violin , & study chemistry . yes very boring day but well i have to do it anyways .

i might be seeing the bf later (: well thats just maybe and well life isnt treating me as bad as it used to . its not 100% fantastic but it isnt as bad . so im happy at where im at . schools gonna start soon lol cant wait to see my buddies . i miss them to bits .

time moves slower when life is boring and still but time moves faster when it's exciting and fun.

xoxo's!

unforgettable !

had a fabulous day with the bf (: was out with my cousin , her bf , my bf , me and chryssa (: haha i know its freaking awkward at first but it was fine towards the end (: we watch 2 movies today the first one is " from paris with love " and " Up in the air " LOL both movies were awesome and unexpected (: . thought it was gonna be boring but it was okay .

then my bf parents sent me home . omg i thought they were gonna hate me cause seriously they were the ones that were so against him dating me . though they have never met me before . so okay sat in the car & talk to his siblings . and after dropping him and his siblings off it was just me, chryssa and the parents . well they chat with me for abit till i reached home that is. it seems that they thought i was nice hmmm . well the whole outing was perfect to me and wouldnt forget any minute of it .

sadly i couldnt sleep at all . but he was there (: im so lucky . i wouldnt wanna change anything . my life is at its perfect state . and now i have to take care of 2 baby squirrels

xoxo's!

so give me a reason to live .

im freaking depress . it's like the fact that no matter how happy you choose to be it just have to end with depression . it f*cking sucks . it's like life has plan every way to make you angry, depress, pissed off and so on . if we're suppose to live in the world thats screwed up and full of shitty attitude's then i dont see the point in living .

people say we only have one life . but whats the point if everything , well most of it is just plain old screwed up . im pretty sure everybody faces this shit everyday . whether your in school , at work , on the road , just practically anywhere . today was freaking screwed up . for some reason i dont know why im soo clumsy . and end up cutting my finger and dropping everything else .

who knows maybe today's suppose to be like one of my bad days or something . then i dont get to see my bf. all i did was do my homework and take care of the dog practically. its like what i live for or something . its just like today i end up hurting myself physically and emotionally .

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