written in the stars

for some reason i have this random feeling of being scared , afraid of the unknown .. crazy ? yes .. but i cant stop it , its disturbing my mind for productive thoughts . its like all the colors in me has been sucked out and all thats left is the darkness .. maybe its those mood swings ? but all i know its happening now ..

i'm not usually this way , and all of the unwanted memories are starting to come back to haunt the life out of me .. as much as i want to be strong and be confident to live the life that everyone deserves its just one of those days that you'll feel attacked and most vulnerable .. yes if anyone is thinking of attacking me today i might actually hit my breaking point ..

this feeling is not here to stay ..

im finding my way out of this hell hole

the light will shine once again ..

xxxx