the year has officially passed ...

im officially legal to almost everything probably except voting, clubbing/drinking in some countries and some other stuff .. but i believe its gone WAY TOO FAST ! i had the day with my family and him after .. just a nice dinner you and me (: love it so much

the fact that i've started talking to you on my birthday last year and this year look where we are now .. its long but what the heck (: i have loved every minute of it even today .. havent been doing anything much other than meeting up with some old friends and just hanging around as if its another normal day ..

lost my charger , strain my neck from sleeping awkwardly after drinking a wee bit that night and got this thing in my eye thats killing it D: but its okayy i suppose . finished up my work for the day and cant wait to go to cherating on thursday !! (: yes you people have to sit in your maybe boring/fun lives while i take a runaway to club med

have funn !

xxxx

DOOPELGANGER much !!

LOL i just found out that i have a freaking doppelganger !! just to interest you her name is Zara Azam and she's 5 days younger than me plus she roughly lives around my area .. GEEZ im excited at the same time its sorta not cause well i dont really wanna look like someone else but myself ..

honestly this is just crazy right now she's working in T.G.I.F sunway pyramid .. this is like a moment to remember .. like you can play a game .. put both our pictures and compare who is the other .. who knew ? she might be a long lost sister of mine ? maybe ? i mean i know there's a saying that goes around "you have a person that will look exactly like you somewhere in this world" but this is just too close dont you think ?

so now i know the reason towards why people always claim to have seen me in places that im not .. and plus the funny thing is that they dont believe me .. thought i might be anti-social or something

whether i look like her or she looks like me .. the thing is we look very similar ..

xxxx

Botak man !! :D

lol i seem to bitch about the people that tends to piss me off but well its a healthy way for me to express about what i feel about certain people and certain things .. yea i do understand the world dont revolve around me but well this whole blog is about me so i guess this is just my own little world ..

so there's this guy that i've known for awhile and i dont see how he can be so bold about everything like arent you shameful about certain comments you make ? your making yourself look like such a whore since you call me one all the time .. its time to look in the mirror ..

on top of it all he seems to usually or nearly always to be in my work groups and assignments .. how the hell can i work with him when he thinks he's the white guy and he's totally awesome .. so i dont voice out what i think of him but that doesnt mean i wont if you push my patience .. yeah im being nice .. leave me alone man .. keep your comments to yourself if no one asked for them ..

this is random but it's the poster i design with some help from ratri (:

i feel great noww .. (: teeehee

the funny thing is if you piss me off it will be here

well i guess it will be a future distant memory of mine

xxxx

GEEK !! of the YEAR (:

you know better than to mix my marks than to how i am in school .. please your just screwing up this school .. it used to be fun and such a great feeling being here than the government school , want to know why ? we have such cool people around us even the teachers that are not grumpy/ stuck up

you may think following rules is the way to be, but the people that has made it in this world is the ones that have been breaking the rules and they survived out there

sorry cant find an image of him but this is how he somewhat looks like

i have been finishing assignments before due dates and participating in class and what do you give me in my report ? a good ? i wonder why those that are getting lower marks than me getting excellent in their reports .. this is just gay and messed up .. you dont deserve to be teaching in this school at all

yes i am the one that can stand up against you and that makes you angry cause you have no control to what i can do next .. im just holding on for another 2 months in your gay class .. get a life !! i know your life is a little sad but you dont have to go making the people around you miserable in your wrath ..

lets see if i can find his face ... you know what ? you cant cause he's not even known sorry .. but from the way i describe him you may think its one sided ? yeahh he "tries" to be funny in class but no one is laughing and no one responds .. so that just makes it really sad .. i mean seriously i should have taken another class .. EPIC FAIL

go back to your HOLE !! where you belong

your gonna be the one that is losing want to know why? cause your species is slowly becoming extinct .. cause our world is slowly but surely heading towards the conceptual age and your still stuck in your old ways ..

yea you may like MATH / ACCOUNTING but that does not mean we do and you cant make us even if you wanted to !! there's no profanity words in here so yeah you can bring me DOWN :D

to the WORST teacher (:

cheers

xxxx

recent updates

: i have thought of getting a tattoo ( but chicken out )

: i then thought about a piercing ( but was scared of an infection )

: then thought of staying at home and do some stuff that i didnt had time for

( that didnt turn out well )

: i thought of taking psychology as my main degree but still had second thoughts

: somehow at some point in my life i feel restless and useless ( not productive )

: i read a book and well that helps but only for some period of time

: assignments ? all done before the due date

yes i should fill my life with a bit more than just that but really when i start doing it , yes it will be time consuming but i somehow feel that it gets a bit too quiet .. so quiet that i have never been left alone to do things on my own .. secret ? that feeling scares me to some point .. attention seeker ? maybe but only too my close buds

i have a new start , new chapter .. i dont know what it's contents is filled with but i sure hope its filled with something worth living for .. time to step up to the game .. here i come (:

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F-A-K-E ? yeahh totally

WTF is your problem !? stop acting like a bitch thinking your all awesome because you have a boyfriend and cause you think your pretty .. and you being such a hypocrite .. please you think people that uses make up at the age of 16 and below is fake what about yourself ? pleaseee you started wearing it at that age too so your insulting yourself ?

You think you can push me around whenever you like ? yeahh i have been tolerating your retarded personality for years .. and i cant take it when you are older than be but acting like a TOTAL 9 year old .. geez man GROW UP !

yea there are some parts of you that is worth being with but at most times now your just plain old SELFISH ! acting all nice and forgiving for what choice ? thinking about yourself at most times and just a big old liar .. how long have you been lying and the amount of times i have to cover up for you ? well probably your whole life time ..

trust me i have been looking up to you when i was younger and thank god i have not followed your footsteps to the person you are today

i have enough to say (:

just so you know your pretty ' pathetic '

and hope one day you'll realize this along with the people around you

toodlezz

where the world is upside down ...

my blog is so dead xD goshh some other day then

xoxo's!